Wednesday, 28 May 2008

The Internet sucks. I messed up posting the last entry so I'm gonna write a load of old sock anyway.

Sara says (20:40):
Du bloggar för lite flicka!
Lucy says (20:42):
Jo, jag vet! Men mitt liv är ointressant!
Sara says (20:42):
mitt med, jag bloggar ändå

So, now you can read about my life in general and I will not be held accountable for any resulting boredom. Complaints to Ms Saris :)

Anyway.. in 20 days I will fly to Göteborg and then make my way to Halmstad. Which to be honest I am more scared about than excited at this moment in time. Anyway when I get there I will meet Kim! And then a few days later we will go and see Sara and rock out in Göteborg and hopefully Saris will come back with us and we will have a beach party or something to celebrate Midsommars Eve and it will be ace.
It makes me feel sick to think it has been nearly a year since my last trip. Sick. Sick. Sick. Where has all my time gone? I feel like I blinked and suddenly a year has gone by. A year ago I had everything and now it feels like it all just slipped away whilst I was sleeping.


Speaking of time passing me by,
"When life gives you lemons, you paint that shit gold"
That's what I was going to do this year, and I was gonna man up and stop being a fag about stuff. That turned out well! ..not.

And in four months it's not only Sara who will be off to some strange new country. I myself will be off to a strange new country - Wales!! And I have to learn Welsh and I am petrified. It's SUCH a fucked up language :( but I will be fluent by the time I graduate which is kind of cool I guess.

I can't really think of anything more to write. The summer has disappeared.. for the past two days it has been rainy and foggy, although when I was walking home from the shop today the fields looked so beautiful, with the fog rising around the trees in the distance and the thin veil of rain... I felt like I was in a novel by one of the Brontë sisters haha.

On the subject of novels.. I feel I might write one, a sort of semi-roman à clef type of thing about what happened over the past few months but more dramatic. I'm going to name the main character after my late grandmother, Cynthia :)
I need a great steaming hot cup of motivation though... so yeah.. probably not going to happen, let's be honest.

I think that's about it really. Life is pretty much as usual. I was contemplating going to a bar on my own for half an hour this weekend.. just to see what happens. Everyone is far away and I know it isn't healthy to drink alone so, what harm can it do? I won't go through with it, you can be sure of that. But it's nice to imagine that I could be so confident as to pull something like that, isn't it?

Nightnight. <3